{"id":57100,"date":"2011-06-15T06:31:28","date_gmt":"2011-06-15T06:31:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/xenodochial-archimedes.45-76-20-142.plesk.page\/2011x106x12\/"},"modified":"2022-11-29T18:30:50","modified_gmt":"2022-11-29T18:30:50","slug":"2-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mrsbishop.com\/2011\/06\/2-2.html","title":{"rendered":"#2 – Mrs. Bishop"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\nAfter a loss 2 years ago, and two years of nothing, even with a few failed rounds of clomid\u2026it looks like me and the hubby are pregnant again! Saying it out loud scares me, to actually claim it as the truth. I\u2019m actually less scared than I thought I would be, but every time I feel a little crampy I get seriously afraid. On the other hand, I am ecstatic, in a daze. I can\u2019t praise God enough for answered prayers\u2026but steadily doubt creeps his ugly head in every now and again. <\/div>\n
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\nWe found out about the pregnancy on my husband\u2019s birthday. (June 1st) It had been a while since my last period, but for me that is sometimes totally normal. After our last failed round of clomid, we decided to take a break. So for the last few months I haven\u2019t been tracking my cycles or anything. I had a leftover pregnancy test, and I figured- why not? So, I took it. And nothing showed up. I took a bath and as I got up to dry off, there it was, a tiny, faint pink line. I was overjoyed, afraid, and skeptical. Those of us who suffer from infertility know the feeling, I kept thinking maybe it was an evap line from sitting for too long\u2026or my imagination.<\/div>\n
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\nNeedless to say, I made the hubby pick up another test. And it was still a positive. I waited until the following Monday, and went to the Dr. for a beta. The next day they called and said it was a confirmed early pregnancy, somewhere between 4-6 weeks. They\u2019re not exactly sure because I can\u2019t remember when my last menstrual cycle was, that makes me feel like a terrible infertile, but we were on a much needed break. It\u2019s kind of funny how it happened AFTER a few FAILED rounds of clomid\u2026(those relax and just let it happen people can still bite me! lol) <\/div>\n
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\nSo as for now, we have only told our parents and siblings. It makes me sad to be skeptical, but I am still afraid. So those of you that know me, or any of my family in REAL life, please keep this secret along with me just for awhile. Blogging is just such a nice way to let out my feelings, and I have been debating whether or not to write anything about it at all, but I couldn\u2019t hold it in any longer. <\/div>\n
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\nAs for now, we wait. I go in for a \u201cviability ultrasound\u201d on Monday the 20th. I hate that name. It scares me. Viability. Like they\u2019re saying there\u2019s a chance something could be wrong. I know that\u2019s not the case, but that\u2019s just how I\u2019m feeling at the moment. I would love if everyone that does so could keep me and my hubby, and especially our baby, in your prayers. We need them. And we would really appreciate them. I will try to keep my blog updated.<\/div>\n<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

After a loss 2 years ago, and two years of nothing, even with a few failed rounds of clomid\u2026it looks like me and the hubby are pregnant again! Saying it out loud scares me, to actually claim it as the truth. I\u2019m actually less scared than I thought I would be, but every time I feel a little crampy I get seriously afraid. On the other hand, I am ecstatic, in a daze. I can\u2019t praise God enough for answered prayers\u2026but steadily doubt creeps his ugly head in every now and again. We found out about the pregnancy on <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":58677,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-57100","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","has_thumb"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mrsbishop.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57100","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mrsbishop.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mrsbishop.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mrsbishop.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mrsbishop.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=57100"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mrsbishop.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/57100\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mrsbishop.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/58677"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mrsbishop.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=57100"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mrsbishop.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=57100"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mrsbishop.com\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=57100"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}