{"id":57296,"date":"2016-07-15T06:31:28","date_gmt":"2016-07-15T06:31:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/xenodochial-archimedes.45-76-20-142.plesk.page\/2016x107x1mom-guilt\/"},"modified":"2022-11-29T18:21:19","modified_gmt":"2022-11-29T18:21:19","slug":"mom-guilt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mrsbishop.com\/2016\/07\/mom-guilt.html","title":{"rendered":"Mom Guilt – Mrs. Bishop"},"content":{"rendered":"

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I\u2019ve been feeling pretty good lately about my Mom Skills. Despite me recovering from surgery and being pretty laid up, my little guy has still been behaving pretty well, helping me a lot around the house, and still enjoying his \u2018school time.\u2019 Before getting sick, I had been taking him on lots of outings and park trips, and we\u2019d been having a lot of screen free time.<\/p>\n

I was nailing it.<\/p>\n

That is until his 4 year well check (that I scheduled 4 months late\u2026mom guilt pang number one.) Developmentally he has come leaps and bounds. I got to answer \u2018yes\u2019 on all of the little circles on that awful checklist they make you fill out. {Does anyone else feel like the pediatrician is grading your abilities as a mother, or is that just me?} But, I felt really good about how far he has come.<\/p>\n

That is- until she came in with his BMI chart. Pointing out how small he still is, and that his height has dropped a little on his growth curve. Then she began grilling me on his nutrition and and vegetable intake. Picky Eater Moms know the struggle.<\/p>\n

She had me pretty freaked out, saying if he doesn\u2019t gain weight or up his BMI we\u2019re going to have to be referred to an endocrinologist to see if there are underlying issues. When your kid has had skull\u00a0surgery this can be a concern. But I wanted to scream- \u201cWe were both tiny children. He\u2019s taller than my 6 year old nephew. He is eating non-stop.\u201d But, I just shook my head, answered her questions, and took him for Frozen Yogurt.<\/p>\n

We\u2019re now a Pediasure family, which I\u2019m not sure how I feel about it, but if he needs the nutrients I\u2019ll give it a try. I\u2019m pushing lots more veggies and am constantly urging him to remember that the doctor said he has to eat better. I have become a kitchen dictator and I hate it.<\/p>\n

It\u2019s crazy how one little well check can really pile on the that Mom Guilt. Making me feel like a failure. I keep asking myself, \u201cHow could I not know he\u2019s too small? I should have done better. I am a terrible mother.\u201d<\/p>\n

But, I also remember last year when I was literally breaking out in hives stressing over his food intake. Crying over the fact that I couldn\u2019t get him to touch a vegetable. And, when I look at him now, eating celery and peanut butter, chopped cucumber, and roasted chickpeas all in one day- I know we\u2019ve come a long way.<\/p>\n

My husband keeps telling me that the pediatrician only sees a small snapshot of what is going on- and we need to focus on the progress we\u2019ve seen. Our little guy had a rough start in life and we need to keep reminding ourselves how far he\u2019s come.<\/p>\n

Don\u2019t let that Mom Guilt creep in and weigh heavy on you. It\u2019s so easy to let it overtake all that you do. If you\u2019re trying- you have no reason to feel guilty. Being a Mother is the absolute toughest job in the world, and we can\u2019t let anyone make us feel like we\u2019re doing a bad job.<\/p>\n

I\u2019m off to make a plethora of veggies to try and get my toddler to eat. But, I will not feel guilty if he doesn\u2019t. I\u2019ll keep on trying\u2026that\u2019s all I can do.<\/p>\n

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Anyone else experiencing this? How have you helped your toddler to be a better eater?<\/p>\n<\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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